i'm sick of my job. idc that i get free tanning. i have nothing to wear to the job and when i think i do its "too casual" or "too revealing" wtf ever. shit. go to church if you don't wanna see me in a tank top sweater combo. fuckkkk. and i'm sick of working til close or 7 every night. its ridiculous. and then when i asked to change my availability so i could see steve for once and so he didn't have to walk to work, i was told you look for a new job. and hey, i am. but its not that easy. its ridiculous. fucking mormons.
i made the gayest song. ever. steve loves it though. thinks its good or something...catchy i think. not good haha.
i hate that steve is in the airforce. i think though i rely too much on steve for support. what am i gonna do with my life? working on it i guess. i miss school. i miss ny...but only because thats where all my good friends are and most of my family lives/visits.
i'm working out today. football season is over. and so is my laziness i guess. gotta start somewhere. eating healthy would be helpful too. working on that. i think once financially we know where we are, it'll be easier to revamp. badaboom.
i want summer. i always want summer. hawaii would be great. we need a vacation.
maybe if we didn't need a washer & dryer we would just save our tax return for a vaca. but oh well. we can't take any time off until steve is done with his cdc's anyway. =/
i just wanna get outta here. i think we're both going crazy.
today i was thinking about the notebooks we used to pass around in middle school writting notes to each other. lol hey waz ^?! n2mgoh.....hahahh idk why we thought we were so cooool! i wish i kept one at least. it'd be fun to read those hahah
i need to clean. and work out. booo
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