So I Started A BLOG

welcome to the 2000's, right?

uhmmmm...idk i'm 20 years old....and i'm married. living somewhere i never thought i'd be ever (utah). i have 2 australian shepherd's. my husband is in the air force. i work in a tanning salon (not my dream job, but it works) and i'm singing lots, but i can't keep anything for more than 24 hours lol. i'm super picky. and i really wanna run a 10k (with a really good time) by the end of the summer.

thats all i can think of for now. i'm not sure why i'm starting a blog. i'm just lonely i guess. its weird being thousands of miles from home and not knowing really anyone. it especially sucked when jenna died. i really would just loveee if i were incredibly wealthy and could make a trip back at least once a month and fly people out here. lol but thats a hefty wish.

it just drives me crazy how people like audrina patridge and spencer whatever his name is have millions while people who really deserve it struggle more than they deserve to. blechh.

ANYWAYYYY

my work schedule and steve's is really hard. i feel like the only time i see him is when we go to bed. he has to work this weekend. and tonight i work from 5 til close and then tomorrow from 9-4. so basically i live at the salon. this coming tuesday i work fro 10 hours. ridiculous. thats 1/3 of my weekly hours in one day. i can't wait til we get to the point where we have more control over when and where i can work. if i had it my way i'd just sing. buuuttt that wont pay the bills lol

working out has been a joke. i do like nothing....haha. but i'm gonna start doing more again....sometime. maybe if i actually ever gained weight and it stuck, i'd get some motivation. but i kinda have motivation i guess. because i wanna look better. i hate static. i want to be dynamic. who doesn't? how boring would life be if it was all static. maybe thats why i change my hair so much.

i really want an ipad.

steve really wants his best friend to come out to visit.

i really want to visit home this summer.

working out will just have to become a lifestyle before its too late and my metabolism goes wayyy down.

i wanna buy lots of clothes i can't afford.

sorrry its so random. thats just how it is.